Friday, October 24, 2008

~~Caution-Seen man in white truck

Good morning all...Hows everyone this morning? Good I hope. Its raining here and actually that puts me in a better know, I'm silly. I am going to try and make this a relaxing day. Not worry about school or anything else for that matter. I just hope my doctor will write me a note for school next week because I really need another week off to relax and catch my breath, and get the moving thing over with. Hates moving...for the past 3 years I have moved each year when my lease was up. I hope this new place will bring satisfaction to me. I do think I will try and take all online classes next semester if possible. I think that will be better as one of my blogger friends suggested. Thankyou. That way I can concentrate on finding that perfect work at home job. I really don't know if I can work outside the home right now. Oh well, I'll just take my days one at a time.

Yesterday as me and my daughter were leaving, I seen that white truck drive by and a man inside the truck was smiling and waving at me. It was man I've talked about on here before. I man who left the gift card on my truck on my Birthday. I didn't know if it made me have more anxiety or excitment. Anxiety because I still see my daughter's daddy, or excitement because deep down in my heart I know he is "The One". so I think anyways...omgoshhh. I don't think I need this pressure right now. My daughter knows who he is because she seen the card and so I had to tell her who he was. Yesterday she said "Mom, he just found you again, and now we are moving again" was funny, I had to laugh. He works at a golf course and when it rains, he gets off work early. I really hope he doesn't get brave today and decide to just stop on by to see up I've been up to over the past 2 years. That's how long its been since we've talked. Omgosshhhhh, now I am getting more nervous thinking he might stop by. Maybe I should leave or something. Okay, just stop Barbara...catch your breath. Things will be okay. I am going to get some boxes today and start putting things in boxes and fixing up the things I broke while living here. Even though they didn't fix things on there end. I hope my landlord isn't pissed that I am moving. I did give them my 30 day notice so hopefully I will get my $550 dollar deposit back. I could use it considering I just paid $400 dollar deposit at my new place. I wish I could just stay in one place for a while and not move again for at least 3 Anyway, I need to get off here and do some things. God bless you all and have a great day.


Nicoyle said...

What is that saying about you have to let something go and if it is meant to be then it will come back to you. Maybe that is what is happening that he may be finding his way back to you.... Even though you are in the process of moving, I hope you do get some time to get that much needed relaxation in =)

nw said...

I hope your move goes smoothly and you get your deposit check back.

I picked you in the Tag Game - I know you're busy, though. Here's the link to check out the game if you're interested:

Tag You're It

Nicoyle said...

All of my classes are on campus. I don't think I could do online courses at the moment because when all of my kids are home, it's difficult to be online for leisure. I have young kids, so they are always wanting mama's attention :) Maybe I will later do online classes, since I am thinking of progressing my future Accounting degree further.

I'm not sure what they actually do if probation would happen, as I'm trying not to find that answer out though. Have you searched around to see if there may be a tutor that could help you in your classes? The university I go to has peer tutors and I would like to sign up for one, but they are always backed up with people from what I hear. I try to find some free sources online on the chapter that is being lectured and see what other information I can look at to see if I can understand things a little better. Good luck to you too! =)

E. Sheppard said...

I hope you and your not-so-mysterious man get together. It just sounds so romantic. Maybe you could somehow let him know where you are moving, too. Good luck with that!