Thursday, October 23, 2008

~~Hi to my friends~~

Hello people. Sorry I've been missing in action for so long. Just trying to figure out what our purpose is and just didn't really care about writing or anything. I am still going to school, but this week and next I am taking off..because I need a much needed break. Well, I had a doctors appointment today, but the nurse called me this morning and told me my doctor called in sick, so I can't go until Monday. I have to have my doctor write me a get out of school pass like we used to have in school when I was little, so I can hopefully make up all my missed school work. I just could not go this week or next. I really feel frustration about trying to finish school and want it to be done already. The past 2 weeks my anxiety has been so bad I feel like I can't breath. Plus I am moving at the end of this month. I could not find a place to move to which brought much anxiety, and I knew I didn't want to stay where I am due to things breaking and not getting fixed. Speaking of not getting fixed, my hot water is still not fixed, so now you know why it is a must that I get out of this apartment. Well, I found one, but it will not be ready until Nov. 7, so I will have to stay at a motel or a my daughters dads apartment. Omgoshhh. That sounds really scary, so I know I can't stay with him. I will worry about that next Friday, moving day.

I still can't find a work at home job. NTI would not give me the job because I had to have a technical degree in computers for the job I applied for. So all summer long I waited on this job, and never got it. Thank God I gave up on making money blogging, or I would not be writing right now. I have been visiting WAHM since March and the only job I got (and I applied for everyone that came up) was a job with Weegy, which is only .60 a day. With this anxiety problem I'm not sure what to do. I am tired of school, but continue; why? I don't know. I can't be around people without feeling like I am going to pass out. I guess it passes the time and I look like I am pursuing something. But school is making my anxiety worse right now. I get sick the night before I go to school and all day long while I am there. Not an answer for this problem. I have to deal with it because society doesn't see this as a true illness. Thats been my own experience anyways. Well, I will talk again soon, maybe, and thanks to everyone who visited my blog site while I was away. I will return the favor as soon as I feel better, maybe today, or next week. God bless you all.

Sincerely, Barbara


Miss T said...

Hello Barbara! Wow, I'm so happy that you're okay, I was pretty worried about you. I also signed up at Weegy,to make some extra cash, I'm not sure if it will work out for me though.

Sorry about NTI, I thought for sure you would get the job, it's a shame you wasted your time waiting on them, I hope you get something better soon. I pray everything works out for you, take care.

Nicoyle said...

I'm glad you are back Barbara, really missed ya. I don't know much about anxiety, but have you thought about doing online classes maybe?

Sorry that NTI didn't work out for you, I'm not sure if you have tried to apply with chacha as a guide or expediter, but that is something you may be able to do. I'm working with Weegy to and am doing pretty good with it, but it has been slow this past week. I'm glad that you are able to move from that apartment. It is a shame how they have been treating you, but I will have positive thoughts for you that things will work ok :)

Marrid66 said...

Wow it sounds like you have a lot on your plate right now. I really hope it gets better soon.

Karen aka marrid66